

I saw people bitching behind me , and the painful thing is they’re my close ones . I just wanna ask them what exactly my fault was ? Trusting them?
Blindly? You guys are really unfaithful.
Ain’t there a single person whom I can trust ?
Now I’m at the point of life where I’m scared to trust someone . People are leaving me for this . For my trust issues. I swear I’m not a bad person.
I need y’all .
I’m afraid of being alone . I’m afraid of losing people . Stop being fake to me.
And if you can’t stay please don’t come.
Zindagi
Ik Taraf Lahlahata Chaman Zindagi
Ik Taraf Hai Khizaan Aur Ghutan Zindagi
Ik Taraf Himmat-O-Hausla ,Azm Bhi
Ik Taraf Uljhanein Aur Thakan Zindagi
Zindagi Aik Paheli Hai Aur Khud Hi Hal
Ab Kaho Kya Hai Aye AhleFan Zindagi
Neend Bhi Khawaab Bhi Aur Tabeer Bhi
Ik Tilasm-e-Purasraar-O-Fan Zindagi
Saltnat ,Takht-O-Taaj Aur Shahanshah Bhi
Tauq, Zanjeerein ,Daar-O-Rasan Zindagi
Sarhadon Par Nigehbaan Bhi , Ghaat Bhi
Maujzan Zindagi , Dilshikan Zindagi
Ye Hi Jashn-O-Charaaghaan Hai Aur Qahqahe
Maatam-O-Marsia , Nauhazan Zindagi
Ye Hi Shatranj Ke Mohre , Ye Hi Bisaat
Haar Aur Jeet Ka Air Chalan Zindagi
Rahguzar Bhi Hai Raahi Bhi Manzil Bhi Khud
Raahbar Bhi Zindagi Raahzan Zindagi
Khud Haqiqat Hai Aur Khud Hi Afsaanaa Bhi
Raaz Hai Az-zameen Taagagan Zindagi
Ye Hi Mahfil Bhi Hangama Sannata Bhi
Khud Hi Sanjeeda Khud Baankpan Zindagi
Zindagi Hai Ke Paani Ka Ik Bulbula
Phir Bhi Hai Kis Qadar Maujzan Zindagi
Hai Yahi Zindagi Aik Phoolon Ki Sej
Aur Kabhi Kaanton Ki Hai Chubhan Zindagi
Aashna Aur Shanasaa Bhi Anjaan Bhi
Baawatan Zindagi Bewatan Zindagi
.. Rekhta Pataulvi